Day 65 of 365: off with her head!

I  woke up this morning after about 3 hours of sleep feeling a fire within me. It’s a fire I haven’t felt in a few weeks. (It’s a little spark more than a fire. I don’t want to breathe too hard and blow it out.) In the past, I’d say, “THE DEPRESSIVE EPISODE IS LEAVING! […]

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Day 52 of 365: how to become spiritually fit

INCOMING ANALOGY. You know when you exercise, and it burns/hurts when you’re pushing your muscles and heart, and then you feel sore afterward? And you know how one of the best ways to help with the soreness is to exercise again? (And if you don’t, the soreness seems to last, like, two freakin’ weeks. And […]

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Day 49 of 365: why I do what I do.

I watched The Perks Of Being A Wallflower this evening… and it touched me right smack in the feels. I cried so many tears that I lost count. And yes, I do normally count my tears, because they’re that exciting of an occurrence. (The normal number is 1. 1 tear. Typically in the eyeball on the […]

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Day 43 of 365: the challenge of feel-good emotions

  My doodle pen+pad just stopped working, so now we’re on to the written word portion. I’m learning that I had never really allowed myself to fully feel into these states of being. I’d experience them in short spurts, and would quickly close my heart off to them… (Because if I don’t feel good, then […]

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Day 22 of 365: life is one big road-trip

I’ve been in a cranky mood today. Rather than fight it or ignore it or do positive affirmations until it got scared and left, I’ve been feeling it. (Thankfully, I’ve gotten closer to the balance between the extremes of repression and dwelling.) So… I feel stuff fully and, just as it comes, the feeling goes. […]

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